love

i love a guy he loves a girl who isnt me.

crushes

I HATE CRUSHES

pain /love

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ok so your probly r wondering what is with all of the ahhhhh's well i'm ticked off at this girl in my schoo, becasue she likes they guy i like and he like sher make so what the hell is wrong with me.

erin corbin

ericn is in grade 9 and she goes to a diffrent school . umm she plays soccer and is very good at it.her sister and brother go to our school. she is a good friend . yip thats it. oh srry she is funny 2

music_girl

food

OK so lately i haven't been eating allot of food. because i hate the way i look. I'm huge . no matter what people say . so i haven't been eating much . and today it showed . i was in gym class and i got really really tied . so at recess i ate something . but i felt horrible for eating . and now i sit here and i just ate a chocolate bar and i feel horrible . i feel like a pig and ginormous pig. and i hate that. right now i hate my self ,my body . and my mind for thinking all the things i think . i think I'm ugly . I'm think I'm huge. and i think i look disgusting. that's all for now.

music_girl

???

i'm not sure if me and this guy in my class are friends or not i can't tell . we talk. we tease each other . we laugh . we IM. we joke so i can't tell if we are friends. oh and he hurts me sometimes

love

i HATE being in love. it hurts like hell. my heart aches on a regular basis cuz of him .him being mat main. the guy i lloovvee.and it kinda bugs me uno cos he likes another girl.and that sucs .to make things worse he likes a girl in grade SIX. she is like 2 whole fricken years younger than him. and i hate it cos I'm his age and he talks to me and crap but he doesn't even see that i like him and he probably will never like me. well u never know he might someday but obviously not right now. ughhhhhh i hate it. i hate being in love. hate hate hate it. whyyyyyyy must i b in love.why him why now he likes someone else so this is not the time to be in love. uggg i hate this i hate love and right now i kinda hate him but i don't cos i love him

Mathew main

okay so I've writen about this guy b4. but i need to spill this to someone.not him.i like him ....i like him allot. and no matter what i do i can't stop liking him .WHY CAN'T I STOP .like i know that we would never work . but I've written letters .but never will i give them to him. this is an example.

Dear ,Mat.
hi .i like you and you know this already.do you ? well obviously not or you would show some kind of emotion towards me. wouldn't u??. well i feel like i hate u and love u at the same time .but uno you obviously don't care what i think ,feel or say . obviously. or you would say something.
but i cannot wait 4 u anymore. I'm done .

goodbye.
From,Anjuli



so basicly if that doesnt sum things up then i don't know what will. bye ybe people


-MUSICGIRLYA

waitng 2

okay i wrote a poem about this

title: how much longer ?
I used to think that is i loved you long enough
You would see and love me too.
but there is only so long I can wait.
only so long i can love someone i can't have .
and only so long i can live in pain.
so how much longer are you going to make me wait.
love and hurt. ?
how much longer.?

waitng

how long can you wait for someone who doesnt know your waiting for them . how long can i wait for him to relize. i will wait 4ever if i have to .but then wehn forever is up what do i do then .????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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guys 2

GUYS DRIVE ME CRAZY !!!!!!!! cos they are nice then they arnt .would they make up there fricken minds . it drives me up the fricken damn wall. sooooo why can't they make up there minds. well because we (girls) have to make it for them . we have to tell them weather or not they are gonna be nice.or not . cos if we tell them enough and drill it into there puney little brains (if the guy has one ) then they will learn how to be.

MUSIC_GIRL

friends

kk so now you people know who alllllll my friends are. oh and one i forgot is Caitlin maskiew .okay bye bye

MUSIC _GIRL

holly rafuse

HOLLY is so kool. it is unbelievable. she is my god sister awwww yeah. her dad and my dad are best friends forever baby. and we talk to each other like cousins. i consider her more family then a friend but uno both works.

MUSIC_GIRL

trevor bakker.

Trevor is funny. mean and loud .that's it .oh and he is my friend that makes him kool. and he is friends with mat.

MUSIC_GIRL

guys

are all guys stupid when it comes to girls.they just don't get it.they don't get that we don't want them to ignore us .but we don't want them to stalk us. make sense.

MUSIC_GIRL

hey hey

i'm not going to change just because people think i'm not what 'they' want me to be.who the hell is 'they' anyway. well whoever they are screw them

POEMS

Kay people i don't care if you like my poems but i want you to read them

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flowers wilt
people die
hearts break
is that all any one thinks
about anymore.
death
black
pain

sun comes up
flowers bloom
babies are born
people fall in love
if we think of these things the rest doesn't seem so bad.


ALONE
if we were in a room alone.
i would tell you how i feel.
if we were in a space alone
i would tell you all i think and fell
about you good and bad.
but we arnt alone . so you will
only ever know what people
tell you. you will never hear me say those words. unless you want me to . but
for that we would need to be alone.and we arnt . because people surround us all the time.


HE
he makes me laugh.
he makes me cry.
he makes me smile.
but mostly he keeps
me heart beating.


WE
we laugh.we talk
but we are me and you .no matter what they say.
we are not 'we' .because we can't be we.
cos we are me.
we are you.
not 'we' not 'us' not 'them'. we are me and we are you.
not we. just you and just just me.

LOVE
where do i go from here.from this desert land called love.called you
how do i make this feeling go away.cos in this desert called love.there is no water.no air.just love.and that provides nothing. but a feeling of love.bliss.




hope you like these

-MUSCIGIRL

matthew collie

Matt is a good friend of mine. we hang out ever once in a while but just in school. and at youth group.

-MUSICGIRL

Mathew main

mat is my friend . but i like him big problem . end of story


-MUSICGIRL

sawyer mccahon

this girl rocks .she goes to a different school.which kinda sucks . I'm talking to her on the phone right now .. gtg bye

-MUSICGIRL

breanne

Breanne .goes to my Sunday school .ta DA

-MUSICGIRL

friends or not

K so there is this guy in my class. and I'm not sure if he is my friend or not. cos we talk and stuff and apparently we flirt .(doubt it) and so like I'm not sure if we are friends or not .so ya ttyl.

-MUSICGIRL

ariana fraser

kk so this gurl is something else .she plays hockey yet can be the most girly little thing you ever have seen. she flirts with all cute/hot guys but makes friends with them easily. gtg

-MUSICGIRL

katelyn main

Katelyn is allot of fun .she is SO quite.she liked Erich and he liked/likes her .any way this is not about her and Erich .it is about Katelyn .she is mat's sister .(the guy i like) any how her best friend is Selena waldner .well that's it

-MUSICGIRL

selena waldner

Selena is funny and not so quite. she used to like Erich and I'm not sure if she like him any more .maybe who knows. she hunts which rocks and she can bend in all diffrent shapes.
K that's Selena in A NUT SHELL (yes Erich a nutshell)
-MUSICGIIL

stefani baker

Stefanie is like a relay relay good friend . she is soooo funny she has caused me to laugh on more than one occasion . she has been my friend for a few years so ya . gtg


MUSICGIRL

quincey (sorry if i spelt you name wrong)

Quincey .
is my friend from youth group . he is very funny and makes me laugh . he has looonnnggg hair but i don't care. that's him in a nutshell .

MUSICGIRL

love i guess

hey people . i found these quotes that i love . and if you know me you'll know why i love them alot

You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy, even if that means that you are not a part of it.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind.

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him.

It is tearing me up on the inside to have these feelings for you, but I can't get rid of them.

I don't think of you as a crush anymore... you're more like a bad habit that I can't shake.

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you.

What do you do when the only one that can make you stop crying, is the person who made you cry?

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over.

do you get why i love these quotes.


-MUSICGIRL

Erich dittmar (sorry if i spelt the last name wrong)

Erich .
Erich is funny in his own way. he is one of the only guy friends i have .he makes me laugh .but sometimes i would like to kill him . he is very good at insulting . he is one year younger than me .but uno age don't matter .he is my friend . we fight and tease each other but in a fun way not a mean way .(well not all of it is fun) we insult each other which is fun. up until yesterday he sat in front of me .but now he sits on the other side of the class .which takes some of the humor out of class. well any way . i used to like his oldest brother .( i said oldest cos he has 3 brothers) any how he is my friend kinda . i consider him my friend and whether or not he considers me a friend is totally up to him . (whatever)

MUSICGIRL

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this does not apply anymore

Leontine white

kk leontine is a very good friend. she is super shy . and i mean realy shy . but she makes me laugh alllll the time . and today she got braces and i hope they don't hurt her cos that would suc .totally. i went to her house for 2 years before and after shcool and that was alot of fun . i kinda miss going there now but i like coming home after school.

MUSICGIRL

megan weibe

Megan .w. is a very good friend she makes me laugh and she has a cute sense of humor .she is kind of shy at times.but uno not everyone is outgoing but she can be outgoing if she wants to so ya. that is Megan in a nut shell

MUSICGIRL

poem

hey people i wrote a poem and this is how it goes .



why does it take so long to say the words we want .why does it take so long to say things from the heart.why are we scared to say these things.because we are human .and we can not .can not be not afraid . .cos i wanna say the things i feel i should .

but the words .they just won't come .they won't flow cos what if you hear and take it the wrong way. what would i do then .what would i do .cos i feel this way .and you feel that way . but we will never feel the same way . because we are nothing alike .yeah i know that we are friends .is what you said .but nothing more .no nothing more .and to tell you the truth i don't wanna be more . i just wanna be your friend .your close friend .and i want you to be my friend .and yes i heard you say that we are friends but the means nothing nothing at all .

MUSICGIRL

elisa swedberg

Elisa is a relay relay good friend. she is funny and is always making me laugh .she does the weirdest things and doesn't care what anyone thinks about it when she does it .and i love her for that .plus she can sing and play piano .

-MUSICGIRL

megan mailman

Megan mailman .is my friend (obviously) and she isnt always there for me but she rocks anyway kinda.bye bye

-MUSICGIRL

leilani krahn

leilani is like one of my best friends . we don't do everything together .but we talk and hang out .she only came to our school 2 years ago. and she is awesome and fun

MUSICGIRL

Inge arnott

Inge has been my friend since grade 4 or 5 and we do almost every thing together which is allot of fun . she is always there for me which is amazing . she rocks and she is in the same grade as me .yaaaaa INGE

-MUSICGIRL

sarah popoff

Kay so Sarah has been my friend forever .and i love haveing her as a friend she goes to a different school in the town i live in and she is a year younger than me but that rocks kinda i guess . and she is allot of fun to hang out with . kk that's all i feel like writing about but there is more

-MUSICGIRL

friends

kay i need to fix my friends list kk

and i'm not gonna use anetals this time

1.sarah popoff
2.inge arnott
3.leilani krahn
4.megan mailman
5.elisa swedberg
6.megan weibe
7.leontine white
8.the name that used to be here isnt here anymore for a reason that if you know me you know why.
9.quincey .h. (i can't spell his last name)
10.stafani baker
11.selena waldner
12.katelynn main
13.ariann fraser
14.breanna
15.sawyer mccmahon
16.mathew main
17.matther collie
18.trevor bakker ( i guess same as erich we talk but don't so ya )
19.tara daily
19.holly rafuse
kay so that is all people i am gonna do a blog on each person

sawyer mcmahon

i have this friend named sawyer mcmahon .and she rocks .she goes to a diffrent school which sucs. so ya MISS YA sawyer oh and by the way on my friends list SM should be on there

teachers

OKAY so my teacher is weird because HE won't let the girls and the guys walk in a group any more .he wants us to play sports .and i think that that sucks we should be able to do whatever we want to do at recces.

-MUSICGIRL

groups

Don't you love having a little or big or medium group of friends i do i love love love it . my friends are always there when i need them and it makes life soooooo much easier . they Rock and my friends rock so much Even the ones who are kind of annoying sometimes. well that's all i feel like talking about .
-MUSICGIRLYA

friends

i have this friend and i think she is totally awesome . she is always there for me no matter what . i have other Friends too but this friend we will call her freckles she had been my best friend since grade........I'm gonna say 4 or 5 and we are in grade 8 now .and now i shall list all of my friends using their anethals .

1.freckles
2.LK
3.SP
4.ES
4.MW
5.this name is nothing to me
6.TB
7.QH
8.AF
9.TD
10.SW
11.SB
12.EH
13.KM
14.MM
14.LW
and there is more but these are some of the best ones oh and kinda MRM .

-MUSICGIRLYA

unconfusion

uno how i sadi that i thought that i liked thins younger guy in my class we'll call him ED well i don't and i don't this other guy that people think i like we'll call him MM i don't like any guys well i might like this guy we'll call him Q okay Q goes to this church thing that i go to so ya .
-MUSICGIRLYA

confusion

hey . people how are you I'm fine . I'm confused and do you wanna know why . well because i think that i like this guy in my class but he is younger than me by one year . no big deal right....wrong there is one problem he is my friend and we talk all the time so that serves as a problem . if you can help leave a comment
-MUSICGIRL

confident

kay me and my friends .belive that we are too hot to handle . yeah

wanna be's

do you know what i hate i hate that people always wanna stick stereotypes on you and then even when you don't wanna be anything but yourself. people always say you are a wanna be something . I HATE HATE HATE THAT .

stereotypes

i hate stereotypes . people think I'm emo but I'm so not I'm too giddy so i say screw stereotypes.

feelings

okay so . what bothers me is when you havent seen somebody for a realy long time and you all of the sudden get feelings for them that bugs me alot .it happened to me a while ago but i don't like the person so that is okay . -musicgirl

crushes

what do you do when you really like some one and every one thinks they like you to . but they said that before and the person didn't and when you found out it really hurt allot . from music_girl

friends

don't you hate when you were just getting to know someone and then they move or change schools. well that happened to me and it sucks cos well the friends name is Sawyer McMahon and she rocks your socks off she if funny and well i can't always say kind but she is going back to her old school and it sucks. -music_girl

WHY CHANGE

Do you know what i hate........ , what i hate is when you know someone or you thought you did and then you meet them for who they really are . and they are nothing like they made you believe they were. like if they made you think they were kind and sweet and then you find out that they are really mean ,rude and major JERKS . well that has happened to me so many times i don't become friends with some unless i can tell that they are not fake . like i met this girl last year and she was kind and nice and my kind of friend and this year she is mean , rude and and a totally different. but whatever nobody is perfect right. -music_girl